loving you....

2010-03-27T22:57:00.003+08:00

Bye bye me.
this marks the end of this chapter.

2010-03-11T22:45:00.002+08:00

IT Show starts today,
time where the good looking guys and gal start work.
and so i went. and true enuff its gd the the eye. =]
as usual, its a big hole in the pocket.
if it wasn't for the ITP, i might apply for IT show work.
i have nth to lose. =]
its too much ppl for first day, its bad.

its interesting to take the public transport,
getting to see all kinds of ppl, hear all kinds of things.
ppl taking behing other's back, complains and gossips
but its not always gd. its quite harmful on minds of ppl like me.
also, while station dun always be near ur destination,
things like ytd morning's heavy rain is not gd.
so, i would still want to drive. =]

if i could bring, i would.
its something good, y would i hide
but, dun have how to bring.
=/

World richest is of 535Billion worth.
i onli need 1% and it could last me a long way.
always dreaming to be living a wealthy life.
still dreaming, its less hurting thn the reality. =]

2010-03-09T22:02:00.002+08:00

projects have finish and nth much to do.
this 2 week will be on a light schedule.
i suppose.
10 more days to go and its gd bye to 8.30 - 6 working hours
gd bye to formal shirt and shoe.
and lots and lots of data entry.
and gd bye ppl.
i should enjoy more now before i leave.

this year haven been really smooth till this very day.
problems with myself seems nv ending.
always said but nv done, i just can't seems to get myself going,
habits die hard. =/
but i'm sure i'll find a wayout.

so much to say but dunno how,
onli to swallow back down.
nvm. enjoy the few days here. and look forward to the escape.
=]

2010-03-01T22:56:00.003+08:00

went for the so call field trip today.
total disaster. we are like working in a giant toaster.
my attachment is finishing,
i dun plan to stay indoors.
so this is wad i get?
14 working days more.

on the way home,
i overheard a couple's conver
i dunno if she mind but,
i just feel that it shouldn't even be mention.
" i wonder if i was not with you but with ... and with you, who would last longer".
i just think this shouldn't even brought up at first.
dun all hope to last long.
i am in no position to comment.
but she seems like a nice gal
and she is a swt looking gal
lucky you. =]

2010-02-09T21:48:00.002+08:00

more and more are so, but y am i not meeting one.
maybe if i had continue then, i might already have?
ohh my, just wad am i thinking,
becoming like a monster already.
-
nth to do in office, was looking through all the post,
i have to admit,
i am jealous, envy.
GKM!!!
u got to rmb one thing,
while choosing, u are being chosen as well.
even if u are not choosing, u are being chosen as well.

你在选择的时候，同时也被选，
你即使不选，也还是被选。
-
surfing through the net and came across a article,
" Chinese New Year dilemma"
as it suggest, this year is a bit of a problem.
so which to attend?
for my case, its an unfortunate event,
sadly, i dun have to worry.
but if i was just abit more fortunate,
then i guess its either before or after.
since i won't be in Sg.
-

2010-02-08T23:02:00.007+08:00

Airshow 2010.
have no idea y this time the pics are so big in file size, cannot do ppt. oh well.
1)I guess its not too soon for a live firing one. =/2) If onli i could bring all this home. =]
3) its hot out there. =/
4) is that me?
5) fortunately, its a trade day where there are less ppl. =] saw public day on news was crazy.

6) its actually not bad to have one at home, its a nice video game.
7) *Dreaming* if onli i have one....
8) It was suppose to be light grey. =/

2010-02-07T15:38:00.002+08:00

yea i'm crazy like u said,
but have u think about times when u're crazy?
u are the direct cause of wad it is today.
wad have i done wrong to be deserving this?
-
its not that i am showing off,
i'm a spoilt brat that is.
its just that i happen to have a chance to go to places,
which i feels that is a gd place.
i simply wanted ppl to enjoy like i have.
i'm not rich kid, nor one who claims to be poor just the opp.
there are always means to things.
i just wanted to have someone there,
is it really so hard.
or simply that i am not deserving of it.
when ppl say they are fine being alone, doing things alone,
how many really mean it?
-
you are childish!

2010-02-02T23:07:00.002+08:00

recently just dun feel right.
i just have this simple thought,
but its seems to be something so out of reach.

went for airshow today.
Yes, today. seems to have manage to get a trade ticket.
everything seems good. maybe its just that i have not been to it.
and i realise that i am still like a small kid =/
that i still like toys, plane models =]
but, i'm not funded so won't make such an investment.
after which, walking aimlessly around the terminals.
and i have confirm something, i like to take flights,
i like to see the plane soar,
i like it when we are high in the sky, where everything are like big cotton.
and i think i should seriously get a dslr. =(

2010-02-01T22:13:00.002+08:00

i hope its me thinking too much...

something else is going on and going wrong.
staying home too much makes me wanna head out.
but when i am out there, its just so uncomfortable.
its going to be a long long time before able to get over.
i dunno how long i can last.
sigh~

2010-01-21T21:40:00.002+08:00

many times,
you are to work with wad u have,
and not wad u want.
but wad happens when it is in the case of i dun have and i dun wan?
end up, i still dun have a choice.
i have had enuff of facing the problem the same way i always been.
i'm still in search of an answer.

weekend is coming, like finally.
just barely manage to pull through the second week.
but wads the programme? =/

2010-01-14T22:47:00.003+08:00

its 14 already !!!!!!
the day will come in 1 month time.
looking forward to it this year.
but its not because its v'tine days
instead, its NEW YEAR.
aww how sad.
dun have to face com, face wall.
and importantly, goodies.
gathering, and red packets!!!
have decided to re paint house, my room at least for this new year.
everything is going to change this year.
time to be ready.

2010-01-12T21:35:00.004+08:00

YOG haven been in contact for a while already.
was my decision to decline the first round wrong?
but i know i wouldn't want that.
hope its just not yet.

km is trying to get things right on track....
and i am leaving, getting out of some...
rmb this!!!!!
i'm wondering one thing,
y did i even bother to get another line.
the fact that i have tried without a mobile line,
its the same as when i have one.
its not in use at all. sad huh.
since no diff, so y do i bother to get one?
wads the answer to this...

2010-01-11T23:31:00.003+08:00

first day of office,
super bored sitting in the office
its super no privacy =/
i wonder how am i going to survive the remaining weeks.
i want to go back up to 21!!!!
and to u, least ppl have their supervisor fighting for them to stay,
and wad u done? agree straight away?
i wonder y all those nice ppl got to be under u.
or is it that who ever got up will be like that,
thinking again, it may seems to be the case,
i wasn't a gd lead despite being one.
ohh well. i believe i'll someday.

ytd's fall seems to have act up already.
suppose its not as okay as it seems.
back is hurting. and i must have been pure stupid.
its not like its wet floor nor a worn out sole. damn.

nv trust reflection,
trust onli the real one.
the back may be gd,
but dun put too much hope the front will be,
its not likely a bad back but when u come across both gd,
u're in luck.

2010-01-07T22:08:00.002+08:00

their rotating day work won't be affecting me anymore,
since i am going to change dept. =/
i'm already finishing my itp and now they want me to change?
got to readjust and all, haii~
i haven been to the boat and all know.

i nv like test,
especially when u are one of the few to walk out first.
it onli shows 2 things, those well prepared and not.
in my case, its usually the later.

wad will u do if u know u dun have much time left?
how will one's life change when one know when will be gone.
changes could be made.
but wad if, u're left with onli 1 day.
say.. when the clock strike 12 midnight, 24 hours countdown.
your life journal will stop.
do all the things u would not normally?
stay with ppl dearest to you till the last moments?
spend ur savings to buy things u always wanted?
telling ppl around u wad u always wanted to say, telling them u're fine when they question "you are acting weird today?"--- its normally like that isn't it?
or simply find a beautiful place, get a quiet corner and spend it there?

2010-01-04T20:46:00.003+08:00

i did it again!!
it have already taken me long enuff.
get it right,
its not the course fault
its not the sch's fault
its not with the friends.
its me. accept it!!

as of most companies, major change are bound to happen
just hope its not going to be when i'm there.
today is a bad start at work,
wad we all thought would be over. has been replace and restart.
the cycle nv seems to end.
it seems like its me the onli one who got 2 on the list so far.
=/

2010-01-03T23:07:00.002+08:00

its onli starting of the month,
and there u have it.
its like the second time i ever spend so much in a single day.
it is way over.
looks like its finished for my allowance
i should cut down on outing and eating budget

was just back from the group bbq,
its been so long since the so many gather.
its rather a good start for the year.
many are complaining bout sch reopen,
as for me, its no diff since i nv had holiday in the first place.
=]
2 1/2 months to go
11 weeks to go
53 days to go.
and its free.

2010-01-01T15:35:00.003+08:00

2009 has come to an end,
its have not been a good year the fact it started even earlier.
enough of complains i believe, its time pack and start afresh.
have been thinking alot over the days,
and i wonder what would it be like if i had went to Riverside,
which the first instinct had occur.
going to normal taking a slower pace.
maybe i'll do better and won't end up in this course
and its a better sch to many,with my result that is.
will things still turn out like now? or its a better one?
but i have never regret my choice.
truth over the years is, i have been such a disappointment.
i'm sry.

to my family,
especially my grandparents,
i'm sorry i'm doing to expectation,
sry i didn't fulfill wad i have promise,
sry i lied about still doing okay in sch, thats not ok, nt enuff.
sry for not spending enuff time there.

to my friends,
sry i have not been a very good friend,
to always hide in my own world, in my shadow,
sry for not being true.

to myself,
sry i've disappointed u the most.
for the change,
for losing your old self.

rest assure as for this new year,
everything is going to start afresh,
and will be better.
i am looking forward 2010.

My New Year Resolution for 2010 is,

Have a great year.
Get a job.
Treat myself better.
Obtain PPCDL .
Obtain drivers license.
Complete ITP with a gd record best an A.
Start training, (i gotta get my gear first =/)
Spend more time with friends,family and less for myself.
go on well deserved break to slowly throw away this old self and start new.
stop hiding in the shadow slowly turning into geek.
Get involve in YOG and have fun.
Enjoy every event, even alone.
=] Happy New Year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-28T22:44:00.002+08:00

today was totally weird,
it doesn't seems to be like a normal working day.
train is less crowed, coffee-shops are less crowed.
if onli everyday was like that.

bowling with the group,
once again, it seems to have become our weekly activity.
the onli weird thing is that i wasn't in the right state of mind.
despite the fact of terrible games,
the fun seems to have made ppl willingly spend.
it would be better if not for that misbehaving hand.
enjoy this while still can i should.
wads in plan next i wonder.

2009-12-25T12:53:00.006+08:00

Christmas,
this year is most likely to staying at home throughout.
bored bored bored.
and once again, reality won, its not this christmas. =]
was looking through "my life"
trying to figure out wad have i done for the past christmas...
and yea, i think this will be v.long. lets see...

05' christmas was a big hit to me,
couldn't get over, couldn't let it go despite trying.

06' christmas was great i suppose,
spending the time with family.
haven seen sis for a long time le.
maybe i should go back for christmas since its like this here.

07' christmas was so busy,
but its some great time spend with the SKs,
at least i'm occupied with work.
too bad the whole brand closed in sg alr.
hope got chance can see them again.

08' christmas nth was done, just like this year.
and i couldn't rmb how it was like before 05'
so its either the same or its just pure didn't leave any impression.
that why cannot rmb.

有人问圣诞要如何渡过
他答："我其实很担心也很有压力。应为我没有节目，也没有女朋友，而我的朋友们都有女友相伴过节，看来我会孤独地度过这的节日了。"
How could that be, him leh. So hard to let ppl believe lor.
he is like so popular.
but since he said that, i think it would make alot of ppl feel better.
haha. random comment to someone. so... "look apart" =]

absolute BF special?
The promise.
haha, got things to spend time on le.

face it, it wasn't a promise. its a remark,comment. =] get over it.

given comments on a particular thing,
个性丰富多彩，具冒险精神。设了远大理想，对自己寄予很高期望，并相信最终可以达成目标。
希望家庭成员保持密切联系，给你安全的依靠，让你无后顾之忧。
草莓是水果之中最具少女童话般的情怀。你追求与面貌姣好的异性交往，
并能展开有如童话世界般的罗曼史，甜甜酸酸有点冒险，但这一切不太实际。
你是追求浪漫的情人，不过示爱模式就是送一束玫瑰花和烛光晚餐等老派招数，
创意度较低，难以满足口味刁钻的情人。
你个性慢熟，通常会花很长时间去观察一个人，再决定是否要交往，
即使是相当喜欢对方也不会发动猛烈攻势，所以会让人怀疑你是超级冷感的爱情绝缘体。

how true is this? 0.o
in any case, i'll do my best given the chance. promised.

2009-12-21T23:27:00.002+08:00

more thinking was underway.
and i manage to come up with a 曾经单。
got the idea from 诸葛亮 in k.o.3.

我。。。
曾经对羽球充满热诚（现在因该还是想回去），
曾经有不错的体能（我认为啦），
曾经是那么的受宠（也可能是想太多），
曾经拥有物质（认为是理所当然），
曾经在学校担任要职（可说是有风，知名度吧？可笑。），
曾经认为要等待安排（有时是必须临时，当下实行），
曾经遇见天使（因我的无能而失去）

这是我曾经拥有的，但失去了。你是否想过失去了什么？

2009-12-18T23:40:00.002+08:00

end up, i still went for the "post master nite".
i'm sooo glad tat work end at 3 just cause of this . =/
and like for all events,
last min there are bound to have some problems.
i've seen it too much that its no surprise.

the event was ok
apart from the place being a bit small and that food is kinda ....
detail on the event programme would be,
FHM girls fashion show,
break dance?
free-flow of drinks,
a jug of beer entitle to each person.
lucky draw
buffet.

videos would be up soon,
i apologies for the quality first because its not taken by me.

2009-12-17T23:30:00.003+08:00

after much consideration,
i think i should go look for part time job.
nite after work, weekends
its better for me not to stay at home.
if this goes on, i might just explode.
=(

very very very unhappy.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

end this misery shall we.
i cannot take all this anymore.
so if anyone have any jobs, let me know.
i think i should go back to retail like i used to.

2009-12-15T22:32:00.002+08:00

port master nite on fri,
should i even go?
go already still need help with registration,
its off working hours do u know. damn.
wad have u done so far to make me feel its alright to help you?
all u have been doing is plain talking.
wad give me handouts, i think forgot the moment u finish.
i suppose this is wad ppl do,
when they need your help, everything is nice and gd.

christmas is round the corner and its more down the eva
=/
bored bored bored.

2009-12-14T22:26:00.002+08:00

Leonid meteor
geminid meteor.
didn't get to see any. =(

i'm a day- dreamer.
conclusion of the day,
i have no idea wad am i talking about, doing, for the day.
this is 1 thing i know for sure.
i dun even know y did i even open this post. =/

2009-12-09T20:38:00.003+08:00

km arh km.
y do you like to dream to think of the impossible.
getting slam big time on the face,
u haven learn your lesson huh?
or have the fever really burn your sense out already?
u r to answer for wad it is today.
so even if there is really a change,
will you be able to hold on,
will u be able to manage,
wad u onli think is no longer a concern.
u know urself chances for u to maintain is low.

but i can try, at least.
i really hope to get this change.

you really shouldn't be thinking bout all this,
u know very well, its not workable.
and over time period of time it has alr been made clear?
right?
and you said yourself that this will be the last time didn't you?
So... just forget. FORGET!

2009-12-08T20:50:00.003+08:00

all out to play me huh?
its has already been so long since i even felt better.
38.5 have lasted throughout the day,
whole body is aching, and my head felt like its splitting apart.
its the fever or have my body turned weaker?
i'm already not smart so dun have to burn till its all gone.
leave abit for me.
really wish someone could hit me hard in the head,
fainted is better then suffering right now.
i really have no more strength to fight it already.
i think i have really hit rock bottom today.
its just not the same anymore is it?
is it a count down timer? =x

2009-12-07T23:18:00.003+08:00

monday blues?
i was okay at first but as the day goes on, it just got worst.

i just think that when 1 is so call not doing well,
almost anything could happen.
the word, the song, everything seems to surface today. weird.
dun think, its hard. the mind seems to have a mind of its own.=]
must hand to myself to have such good memory. ^^

to myself, i just wonder, y do i have to see "this" every trip.
i already regret on it, so its just normal to be rubbing on it?
i also wish to be like that, to get out of such a state.
its somethings which i cannot control.

Attn to me: this shall be the last time.
or u might just lose it all for gd.
rmb this.!!!!!

For those who are reading,

拼命的奢望
闷坏的胸口让我想大声的呐喊
我努力不放你冷淡你让分手就这样
我连做梦也感觉受伤
一年过了还是一天计算着慌张
计程车上的音响我们最爱的情歌
这一刻却重重击破思念的心脏
夜深了我怎么办寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂想她念她恨她
一个人你害怕吗细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开多假多假多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了寂寞好了
坚强外表下我脆弱情人节开始失常
别人庆祝我却很失落
秋天过了冬天漫长
关于爱感伤
我们天真的勇敢我们追求的梦想
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光
夜深了我怎么办寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂想她念她恨她
一个人你害怕吗细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开多假多假多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了寂寞好了
寂寞感冒全都可以好的
爱多甜伤多痛都释放
夜深了我怎么办寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂想她念她恨她
一个人你害怕吗细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开多假多假多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
没有你心放空了寂寞好了

2009-12-05T23:58:00.002+08:00

to have written so much and deleting it.
i suppose there is still some consideration to wad i want to say.
but would there be anyone who understand.
but even if one does, its not making me feel any better.
things could be different right? regretted it dun i?
i can't say for sure if the choice was right thn.
there wasn't anyone to tell me wads right or wrong.
but it could be right, others dun have to, me alone will do.
but.. i dun like this, i'm not enjoying this at all.

when i'm like this, i tend to think.
i know i shouldn't be and i should have consider all this before.
kinda dumb to have nt done all this.
there is so many things going through my mind.
if this goes on, i might just go nuts

lastly,
NOT EVERYONE IS LIKE THAT. I'M NOT.

2009-12-02T23:26:00.002+08:00

went out for dinner with claris,boonee and junhe.
its has been like so long that we've meet.
maybe its just boonee that i didn't see in a long time.
other two is just that they didn't see me. haha.
boss seems to be doing well, he's driving!!
can't wait to go for it as well.
and how i miss those times we used to have.
as for the two ladies,
是越来越漂亮了啊。
真心话，真的。
to think back on myself.
seems like i'm one who is still the same old me.
seeing all the programme,
for the first time i wished attachment was first and now is back to sch.
so i can join in the fun. haii~.

2009-11-30T23:21:00.003+08:00

阴天

学警出更还真是在不对的时候放映不对的东西。
说实在的，那天使吊饰还真能钩起不少回忆。
想不到还会在看到它。
“说过的话就象泼出去的水是收不回的”
“如果容易放手就不会握那么旧”
我只能说，这场雨应该不会那么快停吧。
真的好吗？一场大雨如果加上雷电怎么好像对一个人落井下石，
有时事情就会是如此。
写着写着思想也乱了，不知道想写什么。就这样吧。晚安了。
我只想尽快离开这里和那鬼地方。=]

2009-11-27T17:00:00.004+08:00

二零零九年十一月二十七日雨天

不知道是因为天气的关系还是本身，原以为细雨的浪漫足见变成让人感伤的感觉。
或许是因为这雨不小吧。雨后必定是晴天，彩虹，人心情低落也会有走出后的晴天彩虹。
不过一切还是要看“雨”下多久。只能说，这长周末来的真是时候。
这几天我好像重新认识了我自己，对事情的认真和执著。不过还是要别人说的才准。
对自己的记忆力也很看好，不过都没记得学业需要的。
我很清楚知道至今从未把我想做的每一件事都包括另一个人，唯有她。
一直以来都是我想，很少有加别人，唯有一个让我想和她一起完成。
是成长了吗？还是会想到别人了？或者还是那幼稚的我的想法？
不过她不是我的那个她，可惜吧，想必这是必经的事吧，这也是没办法的事。
唯有等待彩虹。
可是问题就在，我自认后知后觉，可以说是反应迟钝，
只怕错过了天晴后那美丽的彩虹。
就这样吧。想不到别的了。
我决定了，这年读完就到奥洲去。=)

2009-11-25T20:58:00.002+08:00

i wonder if i had miss out on horo bout this week being bad.
nowhere seems safe enuff.
got my leg injured on sun till i cut my hand today.
price to pay for not going to work over the past 2 days?
i didn't wan it, i never tried taking so many MC in a month.
that places just make me sick i suppose?.
small cut but i guess its pretty bad
since it never stop bleeding since i got it in morning.
if it was bigger, i think i would be gone already. =x
one more day, thn i can go back and rest.

2009-11-24T18:29:00.004+08:00

i mess things up didn't i? i know i did.
things wouldn't have got worst if not for it.
things wouldn' have turn out this way
if i had hesitated and hold on instead of giving in.
its so like me isn't it. do thn think thn regret.
but i am sure i gave it a gd thought before .
well, not gd enuff apparently.
wad an unwise move.
disappointed in such outcome,result, myself the most.
i should learn to talk less, i have to .
but i can't hide the fact that i do hope for things to turn out gd.
i really did.
Thanks for everything.

2009-11-22T23:13:00.002+08:00

went for bball under such extreme sun.
its so hard to predict the weather condition nowadays.
i suppose my body haven been too well recently
for the fact to injure my leg.
its in a mess!!
haven been thinking if i should recently,
but honestly speaking, i'm scared. =(

last week of nov, its a 4 day week.
2 more such week next month. how nice.
really dread going there.

i might.... ,
i suppose..... ,
i think.... ,
I AM.... !
but its not my call right?

2009-11-19T22:24:00.003+08:00

had such a gd nite ytd.
i almost couldn't wake up on time today. =)

someone spoil the day bright early morning.
i really dun understand the need to do thing to such extend
wads gd would it do u?, better satisfaction in work?
seriously speaking, its not of my job scope to do all this.
i believed i'm already doing more than i should be.
i really thought bout it, if i were to come back,
i'll do so onli when you all have retired.
enuff of talking bout this i suppose.

confidence level have been badly hit.
i dunno if thats the way i should interpret it. hope not.
i guess my mind is in a whirl right now cause i dunno wad am i saying.
believe, believe, believe. Gd nite.

2009-11-18T21:49:00.003+08:00

things are getting worst recently.
i wonder wad have i told myself to create all this.
was it really me that have managed to live through this long wait?
or was its some other factors contributing to such.
really can't focus much, all this thoughts that occurs... =/
how i wish were real. it has already been so long.
can't help it. despite telling myself not to pin too much hope on it.
i just link everything i thought of , with it.
maybe i should start getting cake for myself to make wish.
perhaps its due to too long nv do, so wishes arn't coming true.
i do have 1 wish now which i really hope would come true.
but i dun really have much time till i'll have to face reality once more.
keeping my fingers cross.

people say dreams are opposite of reality.
i dun really agree but then well..
was looking forward to leonid meteor shower but end up didn't even catch anything,
i suppose if i hadn't rmb wrong, i dream seeing it.
so i was thinking, because u wan smt, hope for smt, thinking alot bout it.
you'll dream bout it, so... if dreams are opp of reality, bad.
so if u hope for things to happen, dun think too much bout it.
that the conclusion i've decided.
but i do agree partly, cause i know this 1 dream which is not likely. =]

i want to watch 2012, astro boy?(think i'm still a kid), a Christmas carol ,ninja*assassin, paranormal activity, treasure hunters and storm warriors.
but alone no more. =( wait for dvd to come out bah.

2009-11-16T00:01:00.003+08:00

didn't know wad got to me today.
sudden itch to go for bowling,
end up dragging the guys to go with me.
practically was throwing money into the sea.
and not to say letting the ball hit my ankle =S
and end up doing it willingly. maybe drugs have did dmg to brain.
tml still got to go work.
hand sure ache and sore like hell, which is alr so now.
y did i even bring pain to myself. =/
dread going to work soo much. where got work place owe ppl allowence de
somemore student leh, easy to bully?
dun they think it will make one hate to go more?
like i am one gd example.

2009-11-10T20:55:00.002+08:00

there wasn't much to do today so spent more time thinking.
changes are not likely to happen.
just to think bout the current situation i'm in,
i should have faced it already.
who ask me at land myself in this industry, where potential changes are unlikely,
all this industry have is potential decent payroll.
so... i'm meant to be like this?
if onli thn that i did a better job, but..
the onli explanation that i can give is, i didn't know how it should be.
i wasn't experience in it, therefore i do as wad i think is the best.
but outcome wasn't gd.

i hated my playlist so so so much.
its one list which can cause alot of damage. =s
one of this days, i think i won't be able to contain it anymore.
so should i leave, maybe i should.

2009-11-09T20:32:00.002+08:00

its really time for a change. seriously.
but wads to be improved?
all i know is that i got no answer to it.
therefore, how should i progress on from now.
just hope 1 will turn to 11 soon.

2009-11-04T17:51:00.002+08:00

good times nv last long.
it has been long since i had such a break. not bad.
how come i dun get this when at work.
as the days goes by, i hate this attachment thing more.
and its getting pretty bad.
i didn't had so much problem when i was at S&K.
maybe this place just doesn't suits me at all.
got to go back tml. honestly speaking, i'm looking forward to all the PH,
where i can no need go to work. and most of all, March 19, 2010.
but damn it, there is still over 90 working days to go. its like 18 weeks, ohh man.

does it do any good to make things to turn out like that?
have you consider if you are in any position to say anything?
you may have the rank to, but your performance doesnt.
ppl do see wad you have done, but just no one commented on it yet.
there will be that day where everything will be placed back in order.
but i may not be there to see it.
for now, we'll just see how things goes,
just remember that everything is in a cycle, it will come back to you one day.
just dun let ppl get the chance soon, or it will be over for you.

2009-11-02T11:44:00.000+08:00

reality is something one must face. take it easy.
this year this day is sure going to be one hell of a day which i nv forget.

Song from the show:

生日快乐
生日快乐
惊惜韶光匆促
勿忘老母
谨遵所嘱
从今知行弥笃
生日快乐
矢勤矢勇
指戈长白山麓
生日快乐
切莫踟躇
矢志效忠盟主

2009-10-31T18:59:00.000+08:00

Reality is hitting fast.

2009-10-25T21:01:00.001+08:00

那一天 那一个瞬间
遇见了你 世界忽然有了意义
每一分每一秒被你牵引
好想保护你 却又不敢靠近
如果凡人爱上了天使的笑容
该怎么拥有
是否你愿意 为我坠入凡尘
你有天使的眼睛
美丽幻化成流星
消失前 照亮我的天空
却不留轨迹
你有天使的羽翼
展开随风飞离
来不及
不敢说的秘密
就是我爱你
遥远的距离

2009-10-18T19:20:00.002+08:00

It once again weekend, and for me its just another time to rot at home.
but very well, since publish rights issue i haven been watching.
now that i got a new site, so its drama marathon.
its hard to see a guy like this huh?
ppl will do things out of ordinary when they are bored.
but i must say, its a nice show.
i wonder, wad would it be like if my sch life to be like that.
how nice huh.
especially to meet someone like sunshangxiang.
but to think again,
even if the series was real, i'm not some leader of the group.
its a nice show for those interested in 3 kingdom.
not very much related but anyway its nice.
K.O. 3guo

2009-10-09T21:06:00.003+08:00

bad news came from the mailbox.
the result slip is here.
i have to admit that i didn't put in much effort to it
but at least i did read, it should end up like that.
with this kind of result, soon it will be the end of everything.
dun say to promote, can cont to study also dunno.

i'm really afraid. afraid to face the fact as days goes by.
soon... reality is going to hit me hard.
but can i really take it away like nth has happen?
other could as they had someone else in substitute to it.
but i dun. so can i?
i'll get to know when that day come. it isn't far away

2009-10-01T21:22:00.002+08:00

那感觉越来越强烈了
但是又有什么办法呢
一切的一切都是自己一手造成的
就是因为自己的不勇敢，不坚持，自私和那幼稚的顾虑。
我只能说对不起，但是我所造成的伤害则不是一句话能抹掉的
现在的我想必是遭到报应
但是这么旧了还不够吗？
我真的不知道还能撑多旧
对自己很矛盾，如果当初没那么做能好好的经营和维持到现在吗
我知道自己有多么的迟钝，白痴
我未必能作到理想那样
不希望我会一直这样下去
我真的希望。

2009-09-20T12:24:00.002+08:00

GYL camp part 2- pics onli

2009-09-19T21:00:00.004+08:00

GYL camp has come to an end. its all back to singapore now.
3rd time going overseas for camp and always,its a gd experience.
As all things have to end its all down to the boring schedule again.

Over this 4 days of camp, i have understand many things
i know more bout myself i can say. its nv the same.
but to speak the truth, i wasn't looking forward at first.
first day was jungle challenge, as the name its hard.
getting cut off civilization with onli compass and a map
its hard work walking through and climbing slopes
together with it are quiz and games to be clear.
3 = BM (SHTR)? its killing brain cells.
blow darts, brain teaser... its killer.
getting lost its not nice.
and as always, things happen 1 after another

day 2 ,
PAINTBALL!!!!
has always wanted to play it. but nv done it.
finally has a taste of wads its like to be in the field.
addicted or wad, i wanna go again!!

day 3,
Raft building, total disaster.
i can't rmb if i made it during sec 3camp
but i sure didn't this time round. forgetting how to make?
i can't answer that as i cannot rmb anything. at all
but we had fun.
night programm was fun just for 1 thing, date.
that everyone has to come as a couple.
unfortunately, a few went alone sad huh.
GALA night was crazy, dance wine everything.
even the lecturers was dancing with us.
retribution has caught up with me over time.
like to bully ppl in camp now that asked to perform on stage,
i practically made a fool with the retarded stiffness.
might wanna consider if to do again in other camps.

last day was boring of all,
was send to a mall for last day shopping but there nth to buy.
at least not for me. i dunno wad to get.
DFS in sg was out of bound to me as well.
last day was bad.

this camp in overall was quite good.
got to know alot of ppl make new friends.
accept for some things that didn't turn out right.
like the GALA nite, rafting.
and the fact that i mistook 2 person to look similar when not.
needa get my eyes check i suppose.

being in a peaceful environment there are plenty of chance to think
to reflect on lots of things and to see the people around.
i got to know myself slightly better now.
就是我不想再自己一个人了
想要一个可以和自己分享一切
就算没话题也可以在电话聊上无聊的事
脱离现在的我
可是我知道这不太可能
也就只能独自走
就象这美丽的地方只能自己体会
应该是这么说的吧

2009-09-08T17:35:00.003+08:00

finally, the course is coming to an end.
going for such a thing in the mids of a holiday is just not nice.
practical on the coming thurs, wonder wads its going to turn out to.

haven been quite stable myself lately, maybe its the envious and jealous cells.
random~
blogging has stopped for quite a while no reason.
maybe its rightful attention has been diverted.

going for camp next week, looking forward? maybe.
its long since went to camp. so its nice,
but then again, i dun really likes its programme.
and itp starts next week, its 6 mth of hardwork or nth.
i suppose the result is coming out soon. and with likely that its not gd
hope the boring itp will help the grades. summing up, i dun understand wad i said.
dun wanna spend my time sitting infront of tv anymore!!!!!

2009-08-17T17:53:00.002+08:00

its once again ca and as always i kill myself in it.
i just cannot seems to focus on the things thats going on.
saying bb to by GPA for this sem as well.
posted to MPA for attachment, wonder of its gd or bad.
everyone says that there is do nothing one. haii~ i'm soooooo dead.!

2009-07-19T00:04:00.002+08:00

was watching kung fu mahjong on tv.
and so happen to see one familiar face
theresa fu wing 傅穎.
the first time seeing her was in 07 watching haunted school with the gang.
the whole group agreed she was beautiful. even didn't express out.
i kinda miss the sec sch life.
i miss the forever boring lesson, miss being in the council, miss being in the production team.
and not forgetting the after sch activity and running from teachers.
being in the current stage, things just not the same, not even close.
everyday has turn into a routine sch home and the cycles continues.
wah... wad interesting life.
studying was not hard then.
but as for now? its a killer.
i set an all time record. for myself,
not onli a potential D is coming into the result, a 36/100 is too recorded.

in case anyone is curious bout who is theresa. here u go.
credit:http://www.lovehkfilm.com/people/fu_theresa.htm
no the best one, find it yourself. =P

2009-07-04T22:13:00.002+08:00

exams is over. and so is my gpa.
lets just hope i'll manage to clear in 3 years.
not able to go longer.

the recent ad on saving gaia makes me think.
i have come out with an idea which i think it will not happen at all.
which is, all the countries have come together,
the government has secretly created a duplica of earth. 1:1 scale.
but the "new earth" does not have any concrete jungle.
the onli thing that is living on the new earth are animals and marine creatures.
in that case, all species will have no worries bout extinction, food chain will stay.
so if the food sources run out here, they can import from the new earth.
no worries as that the population will be monitor and poachers would be able to smug it.
there thn won't have gobal warming and wad that is bad for earth.

after seeing the matches over the AYG, actually singapore isn't bad.
i mean literally. hahaz.
bored bored bored. all the travels show are tempting me to travel.
i wanna see all those things for myself in person!!!!
This post doesn't make any sense.

2009-06-30T20:13:00.003+08:00

exam has official started.
first day exam result has been out even without knowing the marks
1 was bad, the other is worst.
i think i have set a personal record for my entire sch life.
a paper with simply 7 question. and none i know how to do.
looks like i can look forward to my first 0.

knowing myself isn't the smart type and yet think i'm.
putting in effort hours before.
haha... high hopes on myself.

despite knowing wad i'm good for, its just hard to choose studies over tv .
this might be marking the end to my poly life, possible.
its kinda hard for one but thts the best i have.
still trying out to find ways to vent out.

by the way, if anyone is interested in volunteering for YOG,
can go and sign up, doing stuffs alone can be boring.

2009-06-22T20:01:00.003+08:00

The park "zhou le yuan" was up on tv ytd nite.
or today morning. though had seen it already, the thrill nv fails to act up.
they should have screen it last week, i got lesson this morning. =.=
went for the revision, and found how unprepared i am.
3.2? higher? will it even be possible for this sem.
i really wanted to continue with this and earn gd.
who wouldn't want to live a gd life.
haha. this was 1 crazy thing to do.
shows that i ate mac everyweek. =\
not so gd where i seriously think a tummy is starting to show . thats bad.!!
the collection however is not complete as can see,
purple is not there. so if anyone have and dun want it can give me. =]

2009-06-21T22:28:00.002+08:00

i dunno wad happen to me during this holi.
things just dun seems to go smoothly at all. not even abit.
its just simply too bored a holiday.

was taking a cab back home,
i ask the driver to alight me at the overhead bridge, he question where isit.
i go on and said to stop at the "tian qiao" which means the same.
its a shelter for goodness sake. i definitely pissed him off.

argh... its killing me.
life = plain white paper. =\

2009-06-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

holiday is so boring~

2009-05-20T19:58:00.004+08:00

have alr ended my line for over a week,
sadly, its not making anything different wif when i had it.
coming and go alone, has been so used to it.
but who would want this kinda life, at least not me.
boo~ i'm giving up.

ohh my.
has my decision to leave the union a wrong one?
thinking too much bout enter the badminton school team too?
i bet i took the entry requirement too lightly.
well, maybe i'm not meant to be part of it. but given the chance, i'll give my all. still.
for now? will continue wif leisure play.
or i can go back to the gaming life i had.
but seriously speaking, i'm very disappointed in myself,
y can't i just get anythings right.
failed the trial at adss, once again at sp. if i get to uni, will i fail again as well?
i wonder.
saw a ex pri sch friend at the trial, still rmb the times in the team.
lalala, dun wanna go on already.

2009-05-07T22:07:00.002+08:00

i'm so disappointed in myself,
why is it that simple things that i told myself, i couldn't get myself to do it.
always getting distracted, always pushing the thing later.
its still me, not someone telling me, but i''m still not able to do it.
right now, i can reflect on wad i have not beeen doing,
but why is it that i'm still not doing it, its still in the mind,
both are from the same mind.
if this goes on, maybe me will become 2 me. i wonder.

2009-05-02T22:39:00.002+08:00

SCORPIO- FIXED
WATER
RULERS: PLUTO, MARS

Magnetic, elusive, sexy and determined. That’s you Scorpio! You were born under the eighth sign of the zodiac which is referred to by astrologers as a fixed water (ice) sign. In a lot of ways ice sums up your emotional character. But why is this, when you have fiery and warlike Mars ruling you?

Your star sign is probably one of the most misunderstood signs of the zodiac. It has had a pretty bad rap over the years, but that’s just because what people don’t understand, they tend to fear. That cool aloofness is just the surface of your complex nature, and is by no means bad. Below the surface of your cool exterior is a scorching and passionate fire. You know it and others sense it too.

You’re an emotional being, and you take it to the limits. In fact you need overkill to feel really alive. You also want approval, though you don’t often verbalise that. You give 100 per cent of yourself to those you love, and expect the same, if not more, in return. There are definitely no half measures in your attitude to love.

You are demanding of yourself and others, but when you give your heart to someone you’re very loyal. You are committed to anything you do, including relationships — you absolutely adore the idea of love. It’s a challenge that excites you.

You turn heads whenever you walk into a room — you are the strong, silent type, and you have a magnetic aura. You have something that’s hard to put your finger on but makes it nearly impossible for people to ignore you. You know full well that you can manipulate people, and you love it! This magnetic power is really your greatest strength.

It’s well known astrologically that the eyes of a Scorpio can hypnotise. Whether you know it or not, this is your most powerful physical trait. Often people will often say that you have amazing eyes. So even though you don’t always articulate your feelings, your eyes do plenty of communicating for you — they can express the full range of your emotional states.

Determination is another of your key characteristics. People can see you as insensitive to others’ needs, even obsessive, because you push forward so single-mindedly. There are no half-measures in your life — in friendship, love, family life or work. You want to be the best, and you won’t let anything stand in the way.
But on the plus side, you like to share your successes with the people you take under your wing, whether they’re family or friends.

You’re not afraid of obstacles or challenges, whether they are something unavoidable or foes or competitors. In fact, you thrive on them — you love trying to prove that no one can stop you.

If someone tries to corner you or put you in a difficult situation, they’d better be prepared to give it their best shot, because you won’t give in until you win, and your enemy is totally crushed in body, mind and spirit.

If that ruthless streak in your character can’t be satisfied straight away, you’ll wait, patiently, until the proper time to seek revenge. Time is of no consequence to you when it comes to wreaking vengeance.

Whether you’re fulfilling your sensual appetites or your more noble aspirations, pleasure will always be a focus for you. You want it all. You are not afraid of the dark side, even though you seek the light. This is why Scorpio has three totems — the scorpion, the lizard and the phoenix.

The scorpion is the most vengeful and dangerous part of your nature. If you’re operating on that level, you’ll be constantly seeking to hurt others with your power. This is, of course, something to avoid.

The lizard represents the class of scorpions who hide from life and never quite achieve the full measure of their power. They sometimes seek self-destructive outlets such as drugs or even criminal activities to satisfy their obsessive nature.

If you aspire to the best that Scorpio has to offer, you’ll be the phoenix, which rises out of the ashes. This transformative totem indicates that you have to burn your lower nature to allow the most splendid parts of your nature to live and grow. Fortunately, most Scorpios lean towards the phoenix.

In appearance you will be well proportioned, strong in body, muscular, and with a broad face and a commanding look. Your eyes, as already mentioned, are your strong point.

You are a tireless worker and generally achieve great success after the middle part of life.

The life of a Scorpio is challenging, but there’ll never be a dull moment.

Scorpio of 2nd November-
Your personal ruling planets are Mars and Moon.

You love people by expressing your emotions and may be somewhat moody, but nevertheless are endearing to others. You have a desire to be liked by one and all but be careful not to sell out for the sake of others approval. Many good musicians authors and artists are born on this day and so you too may be endowed with a sense of the aesthetic and artistic.

You exhibit high imagination, idealism and are no doubt a dreamer who likes to fantasise.

Your lucky colours are cream and white and green.

Your lucky gems are moonstone or pearl.

Your lucky days of the week Monday, Thursday, Sunday.

Your lucky numbers and years of important change are 2, 11, 20, 29, 38, 47, 56, 65, 74.

Famous people born on your birthday include Daniel Boone, Marie Antoinette, James K. Polk, Warren G. Harding, Burt Lancaster, K D Lang, Tamara Hope and Ann Rutherford.

2009-04-26T21:38:00.002+08:00

have been thinking again.
i still thnk its not gd to put ppl by the seaside =\
when the nite falls, a person by the sea, in a quite enviroment.
their mind seems to work extreme hard.
already in the second year, having 1 year + more to go
ns spending 2 1/2 years more.
just wonder if this will be how it is.
that i'll be living this period of time plain.

2009-04-25T23:43:00.002+08:00

east coast out and overnite
it has been like years since even stayed up throughout the nite,
the last when the camp in sch.
even tho the group haven had such an outing for long, but
the nite to spent without any programme is just not suitable
to think again this might be the last of this kind,
the whole thing started out bad.
for a guy to wait for a girl for a while its still ok,
but to wait for a guy for over an hour i still thnk its not right.
wads more is make the whole group.
since i wrote this, i'm not afraid to let it be seen.
others didn't say it out but u know very well that they share the same thought.

maybe next time since most would be 18 alr,
we could change the bdae to pub, could try.
Happy birthday shawn.

2009-04-16T23:40:00.002+08:00

its already thursday and soon holiday is over.
alot of thinking have been done throughout this holiday.
just so upset wif myself for many things, always to say to change for the better but however...
i'm still who i am before, nth has change. partly has.
now that i'm more isolated from outside more and more.
i haven found the reason on why as it is.
honestly speaking, wif my old gang, i'm getting more uneasy wif them.
its hard to get true friends but towards them, i can't figure out wad its now..
maybe its just momentary...
i guess its just fine, i could get used to being alone. i guess.
if they want to outcast me i'll be doing fine just as well.

looking back at the past post that i have, i really wonder if i ever had a gd day
since this blog started everything seems to not go well.
maybe i should closed it hoping for a better outcome?

2009-02-22T01:42:00.000+08:00

i seems to be contradicting myself on occasion,
but i just cannot help it at all.
i admit that somethings just cannot be forced but think again,
most wouldn't want to be alone when they could be in pairs.
its already bad enuff that the scene is repeating on the way to sch.
and with the recent trips to the hospital for visits,
it seems to have double the frequency for it.
but to think again. like i posted before.
its my own fault.
being afraid or maybe its just me being selfish,
on 2 occasion that same and perhaps the wrong decision or not.
letting ppl down isn't wad i really wanted, but its just me at that point of time.
i wasn't like popular among the student population so yup,
maybe its kinda like a expected situation.
just hope things change soon.

last time, could use sch work to divert attention, but now?
wad to do. miss those times with the sec 1s its so much fun in the council.
i like camp maybe, but to carried out not be participating it. haha.
with the sch setting such regulation, its kinda hard to go back.
i wonder is it me or has times change me. =\
this para is totally useless as can see, i dun understand wad its bout myself.

2009-02-22T00:37:00.000+08:00

holding back for long, thus decided on blasting all post today.
i suppose it has not been quite a wonderful week so far.
its home everyday and occasion outing.
another thing that i dun like about a holiday would be that while left alone,
i tend to think about lots of things most of the time stupid stuffs.

well, not many ppl are born in a family and straight off a "xiao kai"
doing better than others wasn't really your effort.
when ppl have alr decided on thing,
its better not to add in, especially not to make it to suit you,
i can still rmb that very moment, hearing something u said,
but turn out u didn't really get things that suit to your statement, did u?
things just always turn out like that?
well, as for myself, i really do question myself when bad times.
but i nv regret on me being part of this family tree.
instead proud to be part of it. =]
kinda emotional huh?

i really dunno wad gotten into me recently.
perhaps its some new mental illness that has yet to be discovered.
anything is possible.

2009-02-22T00:17:00.000+08:00

zoo visit today wasn't exactly pleasant.
it was so until the rain falls.
i nv knew that we could spend a whole day in there,
trying to make the value more worth perhaps.
but y where we there in the first place? actually main reason was me.
it has been long since i've been there, maybe since pri sch.
wondering wad has change over the times so decided to plan this trip.
nth much has change actually that i can rmb,
just for the water-playground and boat rides maybe.

sry guys that i couldn't join u all for dinner,
recently there have been somethings going on at home so...
my apologies. lets meet next time soon.

was watching 我猜 ytd and got this email,
regarding the most popular girl in shops or something around taiwan.
good things must be shared isn't it?
and there you go.

she got this innocent looking face and its no wonder many visited the shop.
partly its cause of the food and mostly its her.
hmm.. i suppose any shop with a employee like her would boost business?
even in this bad times. haha. go find out more yourself, i dunno the details.

2009-02-13T22:28:00.002+08:00

everything has come to an end. finally
but i still think that i'll be repeating module. dunno which
well, there is nth that i can do alr so just have to wait.
always thought its not going to be bad,
but onli now that i feel the impact. really dun wanna repeat anything.
forget it bah. blame myself when time come.

2009-02-11T20:51:00.001+08:00

i'm positive that i'm not going to make it for ports.
even if i do its goona be another paper which pull down my overall gpa.
i wonder for this semester will i even have GPA 2.0.
4 papers so far onli 1 will pass, and i only mean pass.
just wad can i do.
asking myself to sit down in front of the book to study seems impossible.
as for ports today, i onli spend at most 1 hour on it.
and thats when i'm traveling to sch.
serve me right if i'm going to fail. and to repeat module would thn be my deserved punishment.
honestly speaking, i dun wan to waste half a year just over a few module.
i really hope that i would make it pass this time. aargh... going nuts.

2009-02-10T21:24:00.002+08:00

OMG!!
today's paper was a killer. its better off without an open book.
i dun understand why are we always being compared with others,
when others have the extra things that we dun. huh,lecturers.
ohh well, can't be bothered anyway.
i wonder if i could even promote to the next year with this kind of result.
yesterday was no better, and if i fail the paper, its comfirm that i'll repeat module.
how nice.
i'm not clever and plain lazy.
book just not my thing.
having to survive the last semester was pure luck.
things just dun look good anymore.

2009-02-05T01:24:00.002+08:00

realise that my blog has been dead,
or rather i left it there to rot.
well, no one or little ppl read this blog anyway.
there isn't much to say as everyday is the same sch and home repeating.
yup, that's my current life and i seriously dun want it to continue like this.
hoping for some changes.
exams is next week and i'm like not at all prepare for it.
its end of year with high weightage and wad am i like doing?
target 3.46 GPA at least this can pull up my last semester by abit

to the someone that i dunno if by chances read this,
i'm still waiting for something that u owe me.
actually there is alot but i'll accept wad eva that u admit to repay*

2009-01-14T22:48:00.002+08:00

i have no idea wad going on wif me nowadays
maybe its all with the mind,
well there haven been anything worth writing so shall leave it.
it anyone were to see this,
If anyone knows of jobs pls let me know.
It would be better if its sales in malls as well, did it b4 thus easier.
Part time.
thx
Pls let me know.

2009-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

decided to change blogskin making changes for the new year,
well bet i was not in the right state of mind.
2008 has come to the end, finally
it hasn't been a good year as all around the world is not peaceful,
war to breakout, poison food, natural disaster, economic crisis.
the best thing would be the olympic.
forget bout all this and look forward to the future.
2009 will be a better year.

as for myself,
towards the brand new year.
just hope that won't have the same festiv season as 08
as its just too plain boring and its just sux.
its time to make a change to myself as i haven been doing well this year.
resolution? i've got too much to write.
just a better me and may all family and friends are doing well in years to come.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

2008-12-26T02:03:00.002+08:00

Friday, December 26, 2008
in case they remove the data and i lost the place for goodies.
i'll list down all the places. is time to go for buffet!

GEEK TERMINAL
55 Market Street
Sinsov Building
#01-01

CARNIVORE
VivoCity
#01-161

CAROUSEL
Royal Plaza On Scotts

Theme: Dinner

BOMBAY CAFE
Suntec City
#B1-020
价格/Price: $14.90+++ (周五/ Fridays)

海港城大酒楼 HARBOUR CITY RESTAURANT
PSA Building
#03-01
价格/Price: $27.80++(至少四位/Minimum 4 persons)

MELT - THE WORLD CAFE
Mandarin Oriental Hotel
价格/Price: $70++ (周末/ Weekends)
(额外$25可享用无限量酒精饮料/Additional $25 entitles you to free flow of wine, beer etc)

Theme:Dim Sum

老北京食堂 LAO BEIJING RESTAURANT
Plaza Singapura
#03-01
价格/Price: $10.20++ (周日/Weekdays)

鸿桃轩 PEACH BLOSSOMS RESTAURANT
Marina Mandarin Hotel
价格/Price: $28.80++(周末假日/Weekends & Public Holidays)

海天楼 HAI TIEN LO RESTAURANT
Pan Pacific Hotel
Level 37
价格/Price: $58++ (周末假日/Weekends & Public Holidays)

Theme: Breakfast

TOA PAYOH COMMUNITY LIBRARY
价格/Price: $9.90++(周末早餐)

GRAND COPTHORNE WATERFRONT HOTEL
CAFE BRIO
价格/Price: $29++ (周日早餐)

INTERCONTINENTAL HOTEL
OLIVE TREE
价格/Price: $36++ (周日早餐)

Theme: Hi-Tea

NONYA CAFE
470, North Bridge Road
North Bridge Commercial Complex #01-02，
价格/Price: $8.80+ (周末/Weekends)

ELLENBOROUGH MARKET CAFE
茂昌閣大酒店 (Swissotel Merchant Court)，
价格/Price: $28+ (周末/Weekends)

丽晶酒店(REGENT HOTEL)
TEA LOUNGE
价格/Price: 36++ (周日/Weekdays)

主题/Theme: 火锅 / Steamboat

镇发火锅活海鲜
275 Thomson Road
价格/Price: $18.90 nett (周日晚餐/Weekdays Dinner)

重庆火锅馆
Tanglin Shopping Centre #04-06/07，
价格/Price: $29.90++ (周日晚餐/Weekdays Dinner)

M Hotel
The Buffet
价格/Price: $38++ (周日晚餐/Weekdays Dinner)
(+$7无限量饮料供应/add $7 for free-flow of soft drinks)

主题/Theme: 甜品 / Dessert

MINGLES
Velocity @ Novena Square
#02-78/79每日下午每位：$14.90++价格/Price: $14.90++ (每日下午/Everyday Afternoon)

ROSE VERANDA
Shangri-La Hotel
价格/Price: $28++ (周日下午/Weekdays Afternoon)

THE COURTYARD
Fullerton Hotel
星期四到六晚上每位：$38++价格/Price: $38++ (星期四到六晚上/Thursdays - Saturdays night)

主题/Theme: / 早午餐 Brunch

PENANG PLACE
6 International Business Park, Atrium #01-05
价格/Price: $19.80++ (周日:11.30am - 2pm/Weekdays: 11.30am-2pm)

珠江楼
Suntec Convention Centre level 3
价格/Price: $28++ (周末中午:11-3 pm/Weekends: 11am - 3pm)

CHECKERS BRASSERIE
Hilton Hotel
价格/Price: 成人$160++/Adults $160++
小孩 $25++/Kids $25++
(星期日中午:12pm-3pm/Sunday Afternoon: 12pm - 3pm)

主题/Theme: 霄夜自助餐 / Supper

WINDSOR CAFE
Windsor Hotel
价格/Price: $10.80++ (周日:5pm - 11pm/Weekdays: 5pm - 11pm)

中华麦饭石养生火锅
17 Sims Ways
价格/Price: $20 - $25 (以汤头而定; 5pm - 1am/Depends on soup base; 5pm - 1am)

LA TERRASSE
Orchard Hotel
价格/Price: $33++ (星期五和六 6.30pm - 1am/Fridays and Saturdays 6.30pm - 1am)
$28++ (周日/Weekdays)

主题/Theme: 日本餐 /Japanese

THE PASTA SHOP
Tiong Bahru Plaza #01-48
价格/Price: $19.90++ (周日/ Weekdays) (3-6pm)

CURRY FAVOUR
Novena Square #03-26/27
价格/Price: $22.80++(周末/Weekends)

HIMAWARI
991B Alexandra Road #01-08/09,
价格/Price: $30.80(至少两位)- 周日午餐
(Minimum 2 persons) - Weekdays Lunch

Theme:Korean & Japanese BBQ

YUKI YAKI
Marina Square, #03-210
价格/Price: $19.90++ (周日午餐/Weekdays lunch)
（+$2无限量冰淇淋/+$2 unlimited ice-cream）

JUN SHIN JUNG EAST
1018 East Coast Parkway, #02-01
价格/Price: $29++ (午餐/Lunch)

YAKINIKU DAIDOMON
United Square Shopping Mall, #01-14/15
价格/Price: $43++ (周日/Weekdays)

Theme:Festive

WaffleFactory
Singapore Post Centre,#B1-03
价格/Price: 每日大人$8.80整，小孩 $6.80整 ( 早上10点 - 晚上10点) /Adult:$8.80,Child:$6.80 （10am – 10 pm）

Tiffany Cafe
Furama City Centre
价格/Price:12月周末下午茶每位 $28.80++（下午12点 - 傍晚5点）/ Weekend Hi-Tea (Month Of Dec): $28.80 (From 12noon-5pm)

Cafebiz
Traders Hotel
价格/Price: 12月周末晚餐每位 $52++（圣诞前夕和圣诞节价格另计）/ Weekend Dinner (Except Christmas Eve/Christmas Day): $52+++

2008-12-10T00:51:00.002+08:00

just wad is wrong wif this year.
arn't it suppose to be gd year?
ever since the main pillar of the family has collapse,
the sub structure of the family hasn't been doing well
at least for most of them.
just wads wrong?
is it wif me? have i been causing too much trouble to brought this upon?
if its thats, i rather all fall on me. its always better to have 1 suffer thn all to suffer.
its not my fault to say more bout our family to others.
the fact is that its something to be proud of, or at least i'm proud of.
i've nv regret to be born in this big family tree.
its really painful to see how things has turn out to be.

i dunno wad got into me. but...

2008-11-28T17:59:00.002+08:00

wads the world coming to?
why are all those being pair with the BA personnel, i suppose i'm one as well y i'm diff?
is it a growing trend of matching nice things with the not ?
if this is mean to be a retribution thn i think i have had enuff
does it have to carry on for so long?
is it really true that good things are worth waiting for?
even if its to wait for so long?
today is just not my day.
hope there is a type of medicine that can control wad ur brain will think about.

2008-10-12T20:15:00.002+08:00

the grading system,

Dist-DIST-4.0
A -80%-100%-4.0
B+ -75%-79%-3.5
B -70%-74%-3.0
C+ -65%-69%-2.5
C -60%-65%-2.0
D+ -55%-59%-1.5
D -50%-54%-1.0
D- -sub pass-0.5
F -fail-0.0

and if i have gotten 2.7 thats shows how bad my result is.

2008-09-18T00:16:00.001+08:00

here are the photos of mel camp
i didnt take pictures of the KTV but well it was fun
since u can nv imagine how its like unless u been there urself.

2008-09-11T22:46:00.002+08:00

shall continue, but won't detail everything or else it will be long.
first day wasn't looking forward to it much due to some reason.
but after on board things turn better.
then a few session of talks after lunch with a drill.
dinner was gd, in fact all meals were fantastic. it wouldn't be bad if sch had this.
our speakers are all classic. and seriously have gd impression on us,
the way they express themself has now been wad everyone is using.
cocktail reception after that, yup cocktail(without lecturer knowing)
since we can't drink. star gazing was cancel since there isn't any

second day
morning PT was cancel due to rain but i overslp anyway. =P
talks continues and thn disembarking at... PENANG!
u will nv see a sight like it in sg
a group of driver camp outside of the port hoping to get u to ur destination.
headed to Queensbay, RM 40.
BJ RM 15.
no matter how i look at it its still too ex.
for me, i headed back home surprising everyone back there. haha
didn't stay for long since the shore time isn't long
brought the gang to buy some stuffs and before long its time to go back.

third day.
whole day at phuket .
headed to the coast and the people there are. =x
for a living that they rise the price so much higher then the cost actual
didn't really buy much since something else caught my attention than shopping
waves there are not really suitable for water sports to us,
it got worst when it rain.

fourth day
more talks session,
bridge tour....
and there are stars finally near port klang
they wanted to stay awake overnite.
me however taking med lost it. unlike the camp i had.wad a waste.
sunrise... red wine... heavenly...

tho its such a big ship, huge waves still affect it,
the rowing do make u slp better.
thats bout all. this will definitely be a memorable trip.

2008-09-11T13:36:00.002+08:00

just came back from MEL camp and i gotta say that its fantastic.
just think about it, camp on a cruise is alr a hit.
maybe its due to being adapt to the movement on ship,
that now we could walk straight, on land would seems like its on sea.
i'll update after i wake up bout the things done.

2008-09-06T14:58:00.002+08:00

well so far poly life has not been too fantastic,
but ohh well, at least now i get to spent more time at home with family.
as compare to last time going to sch at 6+ and returning home 6+ close to 7.
sad huh. tho now at home would be on tv.=P
will be leaving tml
but its okay, i'll be back.
i'll miss this place for a while.
farewell~

2008-08-20T13:57:00.003+08:00

well, tho ppl say that ur sec sch friends would likely to stay on for long,
but maybe its just not happening to me.
now that things have change much,
everyone have got their things to take care of. maybe
but nonetheless, i still have my current classmates
at least things are done with more ppl supporting it.
not like wads now.
i guess this will just be it how things will go.

2008-08-09T22:26:00.004+08:00

surprisingly gotten NDP's preview tickets and thus headed for it last sat.
lazy to update so online update now, it would take long to say in words
so let the pics take u away.

after which went to msq walk around, and just nice meet the gamefest by asiasoft,
hang round a while thn head off. i'm still lazy to post.
and i hope next year, i won't be going with friends. =]

2008-07-30T23:46:00.003+08:00

blog has been dead and so am i,
and i wonder would things turn around sometimes.
i guess just a brief summary of recent happening will do.
went for sea training last sat, and realise that i'm getting worst.
loosing interest in it alr but i still wanna hold onto the name. silly huh.
dun bother bout the training.
crowed thn, but at least the AJC and NYJC girls team is there. haha.
thats wad they say.
mum and dad went back to penang ytd for stuffs,
and i'm home alone again.
the onli difference with it now is i'm really alone.
not much diff since everyday is the same.
loner.... =(

2008-07-06T00:12:00.003+08:00

i can no longer recall when was the last time i went to bugis.
to me things there changed alot.
well, Sk no longer looks like how it was the last time i was there.
practically everything there change, except for the crowd going,
some idiots just won't understand, whats the point of standing infront of the door?
u think u can board first? they can't come out u can't get it understand?
and about why did i even go bugis on my own?
well, the construction work outside is driving me nuts,
plus staying at hm all the time is doing the same.
since no one wants to go out, thn i'll just have to go alone.
also that it has been long since i visited them thus the visit.

wanted to repair my console but was told that it would cost 100 over.
getting a new one would be 200+ its not worth it
but i dun have the money to buy another.
darn it. well.. i guess i'll just have to bear with it till i get a solution. =(
AND WAD HAPPEN TO THE YOUTH DAY?????
NO MORE? MAN THAT SUX.

2008-07-05T00:28:00.004+08:00

omg, i still cannot believe that i didn't even stop to think bout it.
till this very moment i still cannot get over it.
suicide attempt.
it may not be very high but at least height of a 2 storey.
i think i must be out of my mind at that very moment.
but well, glad that i was the few who had the chance to be crazy.
thinking back, its actually not ok ,
one moment ur feet could feel the ground, the next u r dropping downwards.
at that pt, onli 1 things would come to ur mind, when will i reach ground, i mean sea.
ohh well.... its just another crazy day with the class. =]

as for u, maybe u wanna think bout all this days,
how many times have us been ps-ed
for the fact that many might be doing it but there is still a limit to it.
aww... hard to come by huh. wadeva.
maybe for that 1 to u its worth to forsake us.
its okay, its not hard to get u replaced, and its easier to forget.
at least to me, that the way u show us.

2008-06-29T21:31:00.002+08:00

yupyup.
i finished watching some of the movies already.
sadly did it alone.
You dun mess with the zohan
kungfu panda
The happening.
sad huh, ohh well i'm not alone actually. i've seen others doing it also. =]
few down, more to watch.

2008-06-22T23:59:00.004+08:00

i can onli say that i'll do my best for tis ICA.
but honestly not looking forward to it since i have not been studying for this holi.
thought of having a break and always pushing things back.
this will be the last time. i promise.
work hard for this week. & spent my time in cinema for the following few.
so many good movies coming and i dun wanna miss it. even if it means watching alone
i dun care. its not new to me anyway.
here are some that got gd reviews. u ppl might wanna go watch.
(some might not but it looks good)

Kungfu Panda.
You don't mess with the zohan
The happening
Wanted
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3: SENIOR YEAR ??
21
HELLBOY II: The golden army
THE MUMMY: TOMB OF THE DRAGON EMPEROR
Prom Night
10 Promises to My Dog
Hancock
The Dark Knight

2008-06-21T18:31:00.002+08:00

PS this is not from me.
i just so happen to got tis from someone.
dun think too much.
its just a random post. =]

Though I may not be yours,
And I may, in my ignorance,
Be speaking to closed doors.
I have no inkling of your heart,
No hint what you might say;
But when I think of you the sun
Will just not go away There is in you a loveliness
That makes my darkness shine,
And so I"ll wait, if wait I must,
To be your Valentine

2008-06-20T00:38:00.002+08:00

this holiday is the worst one ever.
everything is so different,
sec sch days would be much better.
even tho many times we needed to go back, but at least there is smt to do
maybe that is wad make this holiday a terrible one.

i realize after all this while i'm no longer the one i used to be
somethings are still left unchanged like towards that certain....
i've lost the reason to play basketball.
this might explain why i've been playing badly?

2008-06-05T00:53:00.002+08:00

its something i should have expected.
blame it on myself for putting much hope in it.
but thn again, after this, there might not be chance since more work will pour in.
is it even wrong?
or maybe, wads not to be will nv be. my theory.

2008-05-31T22:32:00.002+08:00

wad if one day u fall sick,
the doctor says that its not looking too gd.
that the chances of recover isn't at all high.
wad r u gonna do?
maybe when someone who doesn't have much time left,
he would treasure the time he had left more thn ever.
wanting to spent more time with his friends and his love ones more.
not many would understand.
not letting others know, not wanting them to worry.
but to face it alone isn't an easy task.
i'll try, try hard to at least be the top 5 in class.
and to grad wif outstanding results. if i ever make it.
tho the modules now are kill me already.

people say that your wish won't come true when u said it out.
i wonder how true is it.
but to make a wish upon a shooting star,
can look forward to it coming true,
as when would u get to see star fall.
i dunno why, recently i'm all full with this stuffs
ohh well... it might be the last anyway.

2008-05-28T23:56:00.003+08:00

wad do u normally do when u'r being trouble by problems?
maybe u should try sitting by the sea side.
tho there isn't nice scenery by bintan that i wish it had,
but at least the waves would calm u down a little.
its actually quite peaceful there.
i found a way out if i can't vent things out.
finished lesson at 11.30. how nice o end early.
thn when back to adss to take things from mr nahar.
since its still early, i decided to go east coast, =]
yes, alone. didn't called on others cause i doubt anyone ended so early.
any maybe too much thoughts, i've got sunburn. lucky just slightly.
and a day passed just like that.=]
its gd to go coast in weekdays, there are hardly ppl.
i can't asure that in holidays

2008-05-24T23:25:00.005+08:00

just gonna upload more pics as my hand is not in good state to type alot. went on cruise today but a fire broke out on the kitchen which lead to the captain's decision to abandon ship. =( i got 1st degree burn, 18% hands and legs. need to be admited to hospital for treatment.
Star cruises-Star Aquarius
on board; top deck bar on board- top deck swimming pool wif bar. lifeboat deployed for evac launching of lifeboat.

just joking, its just part of a drill that our school is involved. Singapore's largest maritime civil emergency exercise, code-named Northstar VI.No pics of me? this is because i dun like to ttake picture, cause i simply dun lok good on it.
~over and out.

2008-05-24T22:05:00.004+08:00

lastest update, km suffered 1st degree burn , 18% hands and legs.

A fire broke out onboard SuperStar Aquarius cruise ship.

Some 40 fire-fighting and rescue boats were mobilized to help evacuate over 1,000 passengers and crew 'trapped' onboard to safety. Helicopters were also deployed to help get passengers off the ship. Joining them were rescue teams from the Maritime and Port Authority and the Singapore Police Coast Guard who had only 30 minutes to carry out their task. 'Casualties' at the scene were taken care of by medical personnel and two Chinook helicopters were also deployed to airlift those with 'severe injuries' to the Changi General Hospital. medical points were set up at nearby Marina South Pier and Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal. "Victims" were brought in for treatment at the Changi General Hospital's Accident and Emergency department.

source from :

http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/349565/1/.html

2008-05-22T18:01:00.001+08:00

going onboard SuperStar Aquarius tml. cruise that will be on fire.
will we be save?
or we will perish together with the ship?
its up to them to decide.

2008-05-19T21:08:00.002+08:00

if ppl are telling you bout them thinking bout something for a long period of time,
its all bullshit. no one can keep their mind on just one thing for a long time.

just wad is happening to me,
i feel that i am no longer who i used to be.
where has he gone to?
i doubt he will ever come back.

recently, my memory has been failing me,
i wonder when i would no longer rmb anything.
this might be a blessing tho,
since many ppl wish to live everyday like a brand new day. no one can do it yet.
i might just do. =]

2008-05-15T21:46:00.001+08:00

Having to know bout the natural disaster that happened recently,
I really begin to doubt bout the development of human race,
Wads the point of it when we are still at mercy of nature?
Even the animals know wads gonna happen and protect themselves,
Wad bout us?
Rather thn to develop more weapons against each other,
Why not spent the money and resources and effort on developing a way to communicate to animals?
This ways many life can be save when we know wads gonna hit us.
I bet its better thn to develop things to help me rescue in such situation .

2008-05-14T17:47:00.002+08:00

every decision comes with consequence.
good or bad? it is solely depended on individual.
but i still believe ones decision can be put to a test.
it will be able to stand up to challenges

2008-05-13T16:31:00.000+08:00

people say that dream and reality are directly opposite,
and has been proven that if in the day you have been thinking of something,
there is a very high chance that you'll dream bout it as well.
so does this means that the more you think bout it, the more it won't be true?
i wonder...
hurted, healed, will it really become stronger?
but wad if its damaged the same place it was, will it withstand?
it depends.

2008-05-06T17:34:00.002+08:00

this is like the 3 time in 3 weeks that he has let us off early.
i wonder if this is good
tho he lesson isn't of much teaching but to be able to go home half an hour earlier?
i just hope nth will goes wrong with this continuing.
i dun wanna fail and retake. or i'll end up like some....
this few days hasn't been really good fo me.
more and more things are piling up on me,
soon i might just die under it.
i guess the best time we had so far was to steer a yatch.
everyone enjoyed soo much that all wanted to own one in future.
but like always, things dun normally go smoothly.
it was fun until.....

i wonder if its just me of the whole gang is drifting apart. maybe its just me.
there is just alot of things going and i'm bout to explode!!!!

2008-05-06T17:30:00.002+08:00

it has already been so long but y is it still the same?
it hasn't changed a bit at all.
the same old thing repeating itself.
m i really not deserving of it??
all i ask for is one chance.
but i guess there is nth much that i can do.

[ Wishing upon the shooting star...]